Looking at the void, looking the past
Life repeats its color, it spells its cast
Yet again I’m abandoned
Left alone as I was
I lost my love, I lost my faith
I lost the trust got disengage
In the dell, in the moist
I’m again a loner left to rust
Life being dastardly ruthless on me
Again and again clenching my weak vein
I am tired of fighting I lost my trust
I have desist praying, being atheist
I lost all hopes now I surrender
Leave me alone in desolate house
Leave me in my delirium
Leave me to face the clout
I’m enmeshed in this unholy world
Again and again darkness hovers
Can anyone tell me, what’s my fault?
Why every time my tears clot?
Why my questions remain unanswered?
Why my emotions have blizzard?
Yet again life goes on
Why can’t I stop this mourn?
End from tears, end from sufferings
Questions are no more delved
This can only be the ending
Take me back oh! Lord
Take me away from this world
Pain so severe I can’t bear
Stop the wheels of life and fear
I can’t survive, I am lost
Don’t trace me, don’t track me
Let the pain engulf me whole
Now I’m a single soul
Tell me what desert you want for my pain?
Tell me why my cries go in vain?
Where’s my fault in the mystic game of fate
Show me the meaning before it’s too late
Before I die I want to know
Does every love story face this blow?
P.S-this was a poem written long back..posted yet again.had to delete 'cause of some reasons.
~Smita
