ABANDON

Looking at the void, looking the past

Life repeats its color, it spells its cast

Yet again I’m abandoned

Left alone as I was

I lost my love, I lost my faith

I lost the trust got disengage

In the dell, in the moist

I’m again a loner left to rust

Life being dastardly ruthless on me

Again and again clenching my weak vein

 I am tired of fighting I lost my trust

I have desist praying, being atheist

I lost all hopes now I surrender

Leave me alone in desolate house

Leave me in my delirium

Leave me to face the clout

I’m enmeshed in this unholy world

Again and again darkness hovers

Can anyone tell me, what’s my fault?

Why every time my tears clot?

Why my questions remain unanswered?

Why my emotions have blizzard?

Yet again life goes on

Why can’t I stop this mourn?

End from tears, end from sufferings

Questions are no more delved

This can only be the ending

Take me back oh! Lord

Take me away from this world

Pain so severe I can’t bear

Stop the wheels of life and fear

I can’t survive, I am lost

Don’t trace me, don’t track me

Let the pain engulf me whole

Now I’m a single soul

Tell me what desert you want for my pain?

Tell me why my cries go in vain?

Where’s my fault in the mystic game of fate

Show me the meaning before it’s too late

Before I die I want to know

Does every love story face this blow?
P.S-this was a poem written long back..posted yet again.had to delete 'cause of some reasons.
~Smita