Naked Truth..

Its so truely stated that " Expectation always hurts". So does it happens every time with every one I guess. Some truth which are hard cored still accepting them is necessary..
Some truth I realised in my just 21 years of life though its short and I am not so much experienced about this world. Still they are..

1st truth:
At the last no one remains with us. We are always lonely. Just one after another character changes in our life leaving lots and lots of memories with us.

2nd truth:
Misinterpretation of love is always prevailing in this world. Where love is not eternal rather only left as earthly desire.

3rd truth:
Happiness never come without searching. In this imperfect world searching for perfection is a fool's deed. Compromising the flaws and assuring them as perfect is only desirable.

4th truth:
Nothing in this world is static. People change so does their view and behaviour. And not a single friendship is done without some underlying interest.

5th truth:
Show this world what they want to see. If you dont they will drown you in dark from where there is no returning.

6th truth:
You can face this ruthless world till you can face yourself. The person in mirror can't be lied. If you can see in his eyes you can held your head high in what ever may be the circumstances.

7th truth:
Everything comes later first comes our own happiness. May be we falsify we are all selfish and self centered in some way or the other

These are some seven truth I found...and these are the seven vows I took to rejuvenate my life again....

Defining Him

Who says a girl and a guy can't be friends? Who says there can be only love in between them?
Well then in my case I would say Friends are just friends irrespective of gender,class,age,caste and creed. Silly things doesn't come in between such a wonderful relationship that's FRIENDSHIP.

Now, actually defining him.. well to initiate I met him first time when I was in my 11th standard. That time we used to hardly talk. Just knew he was there just like other guys in the class.
time elapsed...11..12...
then  came to college accidently in the same city that's bhopal..though in different college. Again time played its game...we met that was also accidently..
From there gradually we started being friends...
Firstly just smses(THANKS to mobile technology) then going back home together..thats where we actually started talking...in 2year of college...
Then it went on.Now gradually from unknown, known by name, friends became best friends...
..here I'm actually trying to define he craziness...madness...

From midnight to morning light
We used to talk and Chat
Talking of things which were silly some times
Sometimes U say and I look as poker face
Still keep on enlightening without a occlude
Laughing on your pet name "gochu"
Or rechristening the blogs you manage
Making words sound different..
Using "Egg-xactly" instead
These stupid things are in between us
These things makes us laugh

We cry we smile its day or night
We share words makes life bright
You inspire me for repeating the good
And I seriously think of making a move
This is how we keep on going..
This is how we keep on going..

Spelling "okai" and my "totu"
You never knew this coz u r a "gochu"
Then you say " arey pagli tere liye kuch bhi"
These make me laugh even i'm stroppy
This is how I can defining you
Defining each day with laughter anew..


P.S- this poem is dedicated to my friend zave aka gourab.Thanks for being in my life coz u brighten my life :)

Hurdles

It's never been easy to forget you dear
It's never been easy to smile without tear
It's never been easy to walk alone
It's never been easy to cover my wounds
It's never been easy to stop my heart's call
It's never been easy to wipe them all

It was a fling, It was fun
But for me it was feelings
I believed my heart, I believed in you
I believed in the promises all you do
The scar I have will be there forever
I'm in miasma, I know it's over

Still more hurdles yet to come
More pains to bear till I get numb
Oh lord... give me strength
Someday I'll shine again...

The Last Sign

One after another erasing the memories
Moments drilled inside can't be wiped
Still trying hard to move on further
Shackles pull me behind

Trying to destroy the dream once build
Trying to forget the freezed flicker
Trying to live as machines like before
Trying to forget my loss of love

Tender was my love
It grown and florished
Now smashing it with my own hand
Its the need of fate and time
That consolation I gave myself

Now losing the treasured moments 
I know next pain awaits for me
Fury and guilt will soon take its place
Tears will again be seen
What I'm losing I know
But losing it is might help
Uncertain about my steps
Uncertain about future
Still the truth is to be accepted
I lost the last sign...