Starting Yet Again

Staring on the blank sheet

I thought, Can I write again?

It has been months since I left

Venting out  what I felt..

Entombed myself to keep his words

A cocoon I had to become

Overstepped myself in every direction

Still can't answer his question

Where I was wrong

What was my mistake

Thought about it over and over

Still couldn't found a trace

Neither murky nor unfaithful

I gave you my all

Still you wanted me to go further

And now  I can't handle it at all

I couldn't be your perfect one

Neither now I dream to be

Got a new gleams of happiness

Something I can believe

The night ends with a dawn

The sun shown bright

You were the dark knight

Loving you was my fallacy

Finally the butterfly left the cocoon

The dark clouds blew

Happiness touched me yet again

Contented with anew

You were there always

But never felt for you before

Thanks to be  in my life

Thanks for being my lover 

P.S- This is dedicated for one I loved and the one I love..

Metamorphosis

Rock erodes with time, season changes  too
I'm the only one waiting for you
The wall clock swaps in every second
Mundane things I say
Every morning goes like a moribund state
Yet I still feel my pulse and heart beats
Yeah I'm living that's the sign
Else I couldn't find none...

Lively jolly energetic I called myself
Now suffocating in the murk
I'm mutable so I have morphed
Now got easy with the musk.

Naked Truth..

Its so truely stated that " Expectation always hurts". So does it happens every time with every one I guess. Some truth which are hard cored still accepting them is necessary..
Some truth I realised in my just 21 years of life though its short and I am not so much experienced about this world. Still they are..

1st truth:
At the last no one remains with us. We are always lonely. Just one after another character changes in our life leaving lots and lots of memories with us.

2nd truth:
Misinterpretation of love is always prevailing in this world. Where love is not eternal rather only left as earthly desire.

3rd truth:
Happiness never come without searching. In this imperfect world searching for perfection is a fool's deed. Compromising the flaws and assuring them as perfect is only desirable.

4th truth:
Nothing in this world is static. People change so does their view and behaviour. And not a single friendship is done without some underlying interest.

5th truth:
Show this world what they want to see. If you dont they will drown you in dark from where there is no returning.

6th truth:
You can face this ruthless world till you can face yourself. The person in mirror can't be lied. If you can see in his eyes you can held your head high in what ever may be the circumstances.

7th truth:
Everything comes later first comes our own happiness. May be we falsify we are all selfish and self centered in some way or the other

These are some seven truth I found...and these are the seven vows I took to rejuvenate my life again....